Aloha readers, if I have any left?
2013 was a weird year to say the least. Not much happened for me and it was a turmoil of emotions.
Even Christmas and my birthday didn't feel special, so when New Years was approaching I was relieved. I feel like I need change but I'm anxious about making resolutions as Im a procrastinator and lazy. Even my dreams were anxious about having to think of resolutions for New Years.
Heres what happened in 2013:
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| Meet Benny Tipene |
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| Became a feminist |
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| Met a boy gasp! |
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| Went to 1D concert |
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| Passed NCEA Level 1 |
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| Finished art board for school |
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| Lots of success from Paramore |
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| Writer for instagram magazine @moonrisemag |
I want many things to happen in 2014 and not with a fizzle but with a bang. Im going to make 2014 extraordinary and less stressful by improving my inner and outer self.
Get Fit. I want to put better foods in my body and feel more energetic. Drink water everyday which I never do. Also do a form of exercise every morning, even if its just following Victorias Secret Sport videos (which are amazing).
Blog Better. I'd like to be putting up a blog post every Friday, an instagram photo every second day and reach 3000 followers on my tumblr, 740 to go.
Adventure. Im going to learn methods to deal with my anxiety and kick my OCDs butt. This will hopefully make me less worried about the future and more likely to improve my independence so that I can go into town more, try new things and be with the family and friends that I love. Im going to make an item of clothing, learn how to do an ace Miranda Sings impression and make a list of all the bad stuff and get rid of it. Just say yes!
Looks. Buy less clothes that I will use more, try new styles with makeup and clothes. Realise that I dont need makeup to be beautiful.
Love. The most important relationship is with myself. My mind and body need constant harmony to develop. To be more truthful to myself and others. To find love but not rely on it. To experience things and go with the flow.
Organise. My school work, my wardrobe, my mind, my life.
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| Happy New Years guys! Make this year a good one! |
"My resolution is to worry less about future, wallow less in past. Just be present and focus on whatever is right in front of me." - Hayley Williams
Enjoy and accept new beginnings, Esther xx
